Chaos...

According to Scott Peck, "the truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers."

Last night, I experienced one of my somewhat usual panic attacks. I have not experienced one of these in quite sometime. I guess it's partially because I have not been doing my self care tasks that I used to incorporate into my somewhat daily lifestyle. It could also have to deal with my somewhat recent stress that i have added onto my plate recently. I have my new job (which sometimes means longer hours), I have been debating what school to go into, and a lot more tings than I can bare. Sometimes it just takes more from me than I have been able to give.

However, I believe that I will try to find some release. I realize that I may be banking more on my decisions than I should. I realize that with whatever I decide to do, I will be able make the best of it. Also, I know I will be great.